Sooo... its been a while, but I decided to write today after I was prompted by a fellow follower :) let's see... what has been interesting in my life lately? okay *hot topic* I was at my place of dreary employment and I laughed at someone. Okay.. Okay... before you think I am a horrible person- I must tell you first that I cannot help it laugh when people get hurt, fall, etc. Like my initial reaction is feeling bad/awful for them and as my coping mechanism... I laugh. I cannot help so sorry. Anyways... this lady and her daughter and her friend came into the store. The daughter and her friend were joking around and one dropped a bottle of Winter-such and such Body Wash on the floor. It was clear so I didn't see it.... until her friend came flying around the corner, I caught a wiff of pinecones or something and she flew in the stacked area of shopping baskets. She knocked over the entire stack, took out her friend, and (her large friend) broke the shopping basket in half. Ummm... that is a lot of FORCE to break a shopping basket okay? So obviously, there was a HUGE line and I could not help myself... I muttered out... "baha...I mean Oh my gosh are you okay honey?". She got up handed me the basket, her face was as red as the Santa Clause behind her, and she walked past everyone as if her elbow wasn't bleeding and she didnt just fall in front of the entire store and break the shopping basket. Oh geez. Why do I have to see these things? I feel like no one else every witnesses them. lol
Next. We got Christmas parkas for our cats. Yep. For our cats. This covers the subject line. I fear that one day my search for love with come to an end because I will be an old, coupon clipping, cat lady... cats with parkas.... Ehh... I think we all know by now Positivity is not my strong suit, but I choose to think I am a realist which isn't always bad. I think it means that when life happens how we haven't exactly planned- I won't be the one all surprised and heartbroken lol
The past few days I have come to the conclusion that I probably should have switched my major. Yes, I have 12 days until i am completely done with my Bachelor's degree in Psychology. I have thoroughly enjoyed my classes and as well as my awesome professors, but I don't know I just kind of wish I would have done more in college and prepared myself for real life even more than I did. Hey, Evangel was a blast.... err... well it was a good go... but to be completely honest I am nervous about life. After December 14th, I am truly an adult. I have to get an adult job, pay adult bills, schmooz with adult people, and there's just this part of me that is kind of...slightly...terrified. Have I been prepared enough, do i have what it takes to be a professional, will I really end up making a difference in our world? Sure, I have all of these intentions of being great at a job I have, being a wonderful wife, and hopefully raising children to turn out sane and not on drugs or something lol But there's always those little things that make me fear the unknown. I don't know. I guess we will see where my life goes, who I affect, and what I have a hand in changing...
I guess we shall see :)
Until next time. This is just a day in my shoes*
